Hey dear
On the best day of your life, I want to congratulate you on getting the most desirable gift, your loved one, for life. I am so happy for you and the love of your life. It really feels great that two people who loved each other are really going to be the better part of each other. I want to say a lot of things I never had the guts to, when I could have made a difference or may be not.
The first day I saw you, I knew I had to keep away from you because you had those vibes that would make me fall in love. You were being sought by almost all the boys around, and I did not want to be a part of the herd. So I stopped myself from looking at you, I succeeded too, but fate had something else in store. You came closer to me every moment that I wanted to run.
I shook myself and said,” look she is just a friend, you can’t love her”, but does LOVE ask you if you can or not? It struck me, without notice, I had fallen trap to your amazing ways. I knew that you were being loved by someone else, someone who is madly in love with you and has no hesitation in accepting that, shouting it aloud. I knew I don’t stand a chance and I never wished I have one, but Cupid had his arrow right at me, burning red with love.
I realized it was love when you left me for that guy, but hey we were never together, so why did you have to leave me for him? I was just another guy friend, that’s what I wanted to remain, but the ouster of me made me believe that there was something more to it than was apparent. This feeling led me to love you, more than ever, I still dint want to have you as I couldn’t dream that big, but I wanted your presence, may be that is what love is!
I am happy that you are going to spend the rest of your life with someone who really loved you and will continue to, as I could see in his eyes when you had your back on him. You were a beautiful dream that I never wanted to have, but you came in without knocking and caught me red-handed, red with the gush of your love.
I still can’t forget your ambience, the glitter in your eyes, your smiles that kept me afloat. I guess, it was all your charm that made me live those days of extreme pressure, it were you who kept me going towards the achievement of my ultimate goal. Your pretty face still haunts me in dreams, making my dreams something to cherish. I wonder what life could have been with you, when it is so beautiful with your thoughts only.
I sometimes think that I could not have survived that much pleasure, the very presence of you made me weak in the knees, I could not walk again had you chosen me instead of whom you chose. Life is all about deserving, you never get what you want or desire, but you certainly get what you deserve. I never deserved you and I have no regret in accepting that. With this note and all the best thoughts in the world, I wish you and your beloved a Very Happy Married life.
A Forgotten Lover
